Journey

I, at times seem to not know of what has been to this one who writes. At times it may seem that all around the valley the dark abyss lays the heart that wills to live but neither this life is no more. Life here in this darken valley ceases to exist all around there is death among those who have lived is merely gone in the dust that is unmovable by the wind itself. There is no more motion in this notion-less state in the darken valley. How, the water ceases to move when a single drop of rain falls to it. Wind blows without a breeze. Darkness is all that exist in the far distance. The sight of light grows dimmer and dimmer. As time passes by the feeling of hope comes to a bare a hold and the mind numbs to the exception of mercy. What is good? Anything? Yet, that far away light captures the attention of thought. To understand the notion of this light is uncertain in origin. Where will this path of dim take one. As one would adventure closer to the dim light. As such will do, the light becomes greater and greater. Light is uncontainable and ease into the heart that wills to have such great delight in life and that darken valley come to fall behind and all that resides in a field, a meadow of such light. Joy comes over and becomes the only thing that  seem to be right with this realm of light. A voice speaks out with authority "You have asked and sought out to seek what that world is. I am not of your world but you may join mine. Seek for truth and truth was here waiting for you to come to the place where we can be." How and why would such a beautiful being, a Creator this one must be. "I am. The Creator of all things and Savior. Come with me and there will be life and no more pain and no more sorrowful thought that would posses you, my child." So, there is a need for such a wonderful Ruler. I would venture off with this light. 

Rest

I walked the lonely darken crass pool. I been where the Devil came to the understanding of all that humanity is capable of doing. We are such a cruel and evil vile creatures. Screaming and kicking, we cease to have any moments of peace or rest. But, knowing what the capabilities of our nature is, is not to have the shorten breathe in my lungs. I came to know more than what could have been learned. God, does no evil, does not allow it to go unpunished. Father, I lay in waste. I lay in defeat and ruins. Come to my recuse. I plea that You, Yourself give the peace I crave. This demon that walks on the side of the human nature by me, is cruel and not wanted. I was created for glorify you and you only. Why may it be that all I know is that of heartaches and headaches. The still of the time that have been put in time was not that for the propose. The propose of the notion that could be that the angels may sing upon and carry with them the intellect that is of the knowledge of the Lord almighty. Where it is that all that came to be is not lost. The darken water we drink from may become clean by the glorious action of the Savior that saved us from the very Sin. The church is not that of a feed pool but, a pool where you come to see the farthest path that may grow you in intellect of the knowledge of the Lord of lords. Please do not stay still where the nature of humanity may fester. Allow the a new being of new hope in that can be found in the Lord of the most high. So, all in all that is what the human nature is can die and become a new. The darken thoughts may cease to be and thoughts of glorifying understanding come to rest in my mind.